Tuesday, April 28, 2015

Completley paranoid?

Z is 9 weeks. She had morning sickness and breast tenderness, was tired and only slept in intervals. but everything seems to have stopped. The nausea, the vomiting, the breast tenderness, Z is freaking out. She fears we won't hear a heartbeat. She's obsessed and googling EVERYTHING about why all the symptoms can go away. Most say that at end of trimester 1 (which she isn't' at yet) they tend to disappear, but we're not there yet. Everything points to a missed miscarriage. I didn't know that was a thing, but we think it's happened. Everyone is telling us to be positive and it's all in her head or she's overreacting and needs to calm down because baby doesn't need this stress. We know, but we need an answer. Next ultrasound is May 19.

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Yay!!! So far so good? I think.

Morning sickness is triggered by smells, and sights. It's really gross. We are desperate to see the baby so Z called the doctor and told them Z was cramping (She really was but She was probably exaggerating). We went in 4 hours later and we saw baby. It's 11 days behind schedule but there's a heart beat (it's slow heartbeat but it's a heartbeat) and they say once you hear the heartbeat the chances of it stopping are practically gone. So yay!!!!! Baby kind of looks like a thanksgiving turkey. It's also implanted really low to the cervix but it's there and it's safe on the left side of my uterus! So fingers crossed for a girl! WE both cried when we saw the baby and heard it. Never would we have thought this day came  (well K did but Z was skeptical). This is one for the books.